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My stuff is free to use wherever (aside from tracing- don't do that, okay?), unless I say otherwise, but I'd like to be asked first, and if you do (and I give you permission to use it) crediting ("Title" by Corneille-Crow on deviantArt) is not optional.

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go dark by na-no-chan

I have to say, this is absolutely amazing. I love the style you used, and the white on black makes the image a real eye-grabber. Your u...

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I have to say, this is really very well-drawn, and I like your style, especially how you drew the eyes. Though the clothing and accesso...

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I don't use this account anymore- I have a new one, it's MercuryStarlight and the deviations I've submitted there are much higher quality. Looking back on this account, I've realized I'm progressed a lot as an artist, a writer, and a person since then. Man, I wasn't even out of the closet when I left this thing. So, surprise, guys, I'm super fucking gay- I am so fucking gay I shit rainbows. And also apparently trans. Yeah, who knew? I didn't, not until a few years ago. So, I use they/them pronouns now, and please don't call me a girl or a boy because surprise!!! There are more than two genders and I am not one of those two.

Also I'm deleting some of the more embarrassing trash out of my gallery, not everything, but a lot of stuff is going to go. If it's already got a whole bunch of faves or comments or whatever, it's going to stay for now, but a lot of stuff is getting deleted.

That's all for now, I'm going to get back to work cleaning out my gallery.
      This was never how it was supposed to turn out, believe me. I swear it was not my choice, I never wanted thing be this way between us. But every time I looked at you, it got harder and harder to restrain desire. I felt paralyzed, terrified of my own feelings. Frightened that you didn't love me back, frightened that you did. Frightened of what would happen if anyone ever knew. This was love so why did it feel so forbidden?

      Maybe the fact that it was forbidden was the whole reason I fell in the first place. I mean, don't people always want what they can't have?
      
      Or maybe I'm just sick. Is it wrong to lie awake at two in the morning and ache from the emptiness you feel in your chest, the emptiness from always wanting what you could never have? Is it sick to lie awake at night and cry because all you want is to feel the skin of your very best friend and know that you never could, knowing that this love could be the death of you?

      Your mother hates me. She blames me for this. It isn't my fault, I swear it was not my choice. I never wanted to love you. But I do. I love you. I want so much to scream it at the top of my lungs, yell it to the world. To love you and be loved in return, to not having to hide and sneak, to see each other in the open, in the light of day, instead of in secret, our only correspondence emails and text messages we had to immediately delete to save ourselves. I want nothing more to simply be able to love you, to be able to tell people I love you.

      But I won't. I won't scream it at the top of my lungs. I won't yell it to the world. Because I'm a coward. And I'm terrified to love you. I'm in over my head, and I am such a coward.
I Love You Wrong
When I originally wrote this, I was in love with my best friend, whose mother was so extremely opposed to us being together that we couldn't even talk to each other without risking her mother hurting her. We eventually broke up, as young couples do, and we don't talk anymore, but she still has her place in my heart. It's not quite so central anymore, and it's not as big as it used to be, but I look back on my memories of her with fondness.
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Ashes
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I'm Ashes, I live in the United States, and I am a writer and artist.
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I don't use this account anymore- I have a new one, it's MercuryStarlight and the deviations I've submitted there are much higher quality. Looking back on this account, I've realized I'm progressed a lot as an artist, a writer, and a person since then. Man, I wasn't even out of the closet when I left this thing. So, surprise, guys, I'm super fucking gay- I am so fucking gay I shit rainbows. And also apparently trans. Yeah, who knew? I didn't, not until a few years ago. So, I use they/them pronouns now, and please don't call me a girl or a boy because surprise!!! There are more than two genders and I am not one of those two.

Also I'm deleting some of the more embarrassing trash out of my gallery, not everything, but a lot of stuff is going to go. If it's already got a whole bunch of faves or comments or whatever, it's going to stay for now, but a lot of stuff is getting deleted.

That's all for now, I'm going to get back to work cleaning out my gallery.

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JOSIPCSOOR Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2015
Thank you :)
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ghearradh Featured By Owner May 31, 2013
thank you for the favorite!
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KazokuBae Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the favourite :)
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thanks for the fave!
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RaiyahS2 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the fav, I really appreciate it!
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LauraS45 Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2012
thank you for the favorite :)
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kitsunexfalling Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2012  Student General Artist
thank you very much for the watch :D
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SunnySniper Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! You've got a great gallery <:
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APerfectDayStudio Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so very much for the fave, it means a lot to me! I wish you the best! :iconbunnyloveplz:
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blackdahlia911 Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012
thanks for the fave on The Funeral :heart:
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Natsunohuyana Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012  Hobbyist
Thanks for the watch! <3
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Corneille-Crow Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2012   Writer
No problem. You're an awesome artist.
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meganapostol Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2012  Student Writer
thanks for the fave
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BabyDwagon755 Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav!! :squee:
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